Truly Broken

Waylon

I'll never get over losing you

I'll never stop loving you

My heart...

will never beat the same.

My life...

will never be the same,

without you.

I am

truly

broken.

Love you Always

and

Forever...

Mom.

I know I shouldn't feel this way

but

I do.

I get angry, mad, upset....

utterly livid

desperate

oh, so desperate,

 and  hurt

I am still devastated, crushed and broken.

It's nearly spring time again.

Prom, running, graduations,

new beginnings,

a new job,

chances abounding

and

the signs of new life.

The joys of planning for summer and a family get together,

maybe a road trip with friends.  Always in the 

plans.....

The windows down, cranking up

 the sounds of new music playing,

the promise of happier times...

the promise of fun and laughter,

the promise of life.

Unless, of course,

you are gone..

Gone forever from our hold.

Taken from us..

I know...

I know....

I know where you 

were called to go....

But..

I still can't let you go,

you will forever be with me,

with us.

Your family and your friends.

We miss you.

Everyday.

Forgive me,

I just can't let you go.

Even as I know,

where it is you go...

Ephesians 1: 13-14

In Him you also trusted, after you heard the word of truth,

the gospel of your

Salvation;

in whom also,

having believed,

you were sealed with the Holy Spirit

of promise,

who is the guarantee of our inheritance until the 

redemption of the purchased possession,

to the praise of

His glory.

Ephesians 2-1

And you,

He made alive!

Alive!